Here is a situation that just happened not yesterday, but the day before (Wednesday). I was at the hospital and I received a very unwanted, unexpected, and very shocking snapchat was a certain someone that I could not believe was talking to me. They said "Heyy.." and for 20 minutes I was in a total state of shock. I finally answered and I kept my cool so the person wouldn't know that I was totally going crazy on the inside. I said "Hello.." and we had the most casual conversation I think I've ever had with that person before as if there was nothing to it? Like we hadn't spoken in over a month, as if nothing had happened between us... and it hurt. I couldn't believe it! Anyways, after a few snapchats, the person stopped answering. I didn't even know what to think. Why snapchat me and put me through the agony of talking to you, then not even answer? Is it because I kept the conversation casual and didn't express my feelings to the situation? I don't even know what to do with myself now. Do I try talking to that person now and try talking about what happened? Do I not try carrying on a casual conversation and express my feelings this time? I really just don't know. What I do know is that this person talking to me hurt and put me through terrible emotions that I really did not feel like feeling that day.
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