Here is a situation that just happened not yesterday, but the day before (Wednesday). I was at the hospital and I received a very unwanted, unexpected, and very shocking snapchat was a certain someone that I could not believe was talking to me. They said "Heyy.." and for 20 minutes I was in a total state of shock. I finally answered and I kept my cool so the person wouldn't know that I was totally going crazy on the inside. I said "Hello.." and we had the most casual conversation I think I've ever had with that person before as if there was nothing to it? Like we hadn't spoken in over a month, as if nothing had happened between us... and it hurt. I couldn't believe it! Anyways, after a few snapchats, the person stopped answering. I didn't even know what to think. Why snapchat me and put me through the agony of talking to you, then not even answer? Is it because I kept the conversation casual and didn't express my feelings to the situation? I don't even know what to do with myself now. Do I try talking to that person now and try talking about what happened? Do I not try carrying on a casual conversation and express my feelings this time? I really just don't know. What I do know is that this person talking to me hurt and put me through terrible emotions that I really did not feel like feeling that day.
Friday, March 27, 2015
Friday, March 6, 2015
[Sorry, I'm just scared of the future}
It would take a lot for me to allow someone to freeze my body. but hey! i went through with it and here i am 1000 years later. the future is lucky. they have laundry machines that fold everything for you. hover boards and hover cars that get where you need to be in no time. telaporting!! they have food that wont make you fat no matter how much you eat or what it is. they have no more bugs because theyve invented a way of life without the existence of flys and lady bugs and spiders. people that are really good at singing and have albums but arent on the radio finally have their shot at being on the radio because the radio world expanded and now there is a station for people who just submit their song and BOOM its on the radio :) people are their own person and have freedom but still presidents and something. (nothing like the giver). thats my dream future... maybe some day. and i do feel bad for the people who go to school because their history class will have even MORE to learn than we do... yikes
#mcm [everyday]
i really like Ryan Gosling. But i'm honestly like totally in love with Miley Cyrus and Iggy Izalea, and you can def' throw some Jessie J in there! I enjoy listening to beautiful voices. It makes my heart happy. Ryan Gosling has a quite wonderful voice to go along with his beautiful face and body. His way with words in certain movies literally makes me want to cry. He's so sweet and delicious looking. In the notebook, the way he treats HER WHEN THEY ARE TEENAGERS. MY GOODNESSSSSS<3 okay and I seriously LOVE Scott Avett. he is so gorgeous and his voice is freaking amazing and im seeing him in concert on june 5th and I CANT WAIT BECAUSE LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH. seriously please look up a picture of his face and how beautiful it is.
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