misunderstoooood

Alright, the first thing I think that adults just don't get, is a teenagers want/need to sleep. Just to lay in bed all day without getting dressed or getting up at all. Just lay down all day. They just don't get it. No, I'm not crazy, I'm not anti-social, and I don't need your input on what I need to do about my problem. It's not a problem, I just simply want to be lazy and lay in bed. all day. Next thing is food. I hate so many foods. But I love other certain foods.. I mean, I love food. But there are some foods that I just can't. That doesn't mean I'm picky or don't eat anything but pizza. It just means my taste buds are different from yours. I can't control my taste buds and I'm not about to try to control them. I think the last thing is pain. Emotional pain. They don't understand our way sometimes of dealing with pain. They think that we need to deal with it their way. No, I am going to deal my pain how I please. You will probably just make it worse if you try to force me into dealing with my pain a different way.

& so it begins

So far, the school year has been absolutely crazy. The first day was alright but I didn't stick around so really my first day was Friday. I got more make up work than I think ever before. I have been trying to catch up this whole second week.. and catching up in high school isn't easy. i really have been stressing because I have so much emotionally going on but then  I have to deal with the stress of school on top of it. Don't get me wrong, the school year has been great so far and I love my classes, but I have been overloaded by the amount of work it is. I guess i just wasn't prepared to be dealing with this much right when school starts. But lucky for me, I'm getting the hang of it and I have the greatest friends, sister, and family that have my back through it all.