I'll climb inside your brain

Honestly I dont have any idea whose mind I would wanna be in. But I got to thinking and I would want to be in Albert Einstein's brain. Comprehend the things that he did, see things the way he did. Learn just how he did. Maybe it would actually help me to figure out how to learn things. Because wasnt he like not smart and then one day he kinda became a genius? I wanna do that. figure out what he did and learn things. Maybe come up with new ways of doing things and invent my own stuff thats all smart. wouldnt that be crazy? I wanna have that IQ. maybe not even that.. I just want to know how he did it. What he did and how he got around this crazy world and just became soo smart. That would be incredible. to be inside the mind of a genious thats known throughout our world.

dont rain on myyyyy paraaaade

PARADE IN MY HONOR? IM HONORED! but seriously, my parade will be in Times Square. Hope up the place a bit my face everywhere. And guess who is gonna be there? MILEY CYRUS. thats who. she  is my guest of my honor. She'll be my entertainment. She'll have her own float right behind mine with a stage and a microphone. She is the most amazing woman. I love her. Ahh. Anyways, all the floats will have my face plastered on it. Embracing my beautiful. There will be a float for each of my favorite foods. free samples for everyone. And then there will be a Starbucks float. (Behind the Gloria jeans float of course). The first food float will be pizza. All different kinds of pizza. Although, papa johns gets their own float. ♥ I'd also have  cancer awareness floats. One float for every type of cancer out there. I would have brain cancer first in line just because its my parade and my goal is to represent me, but also make awareness to others. Thats pretty much my parade :) I do hope youll come watch

my wish for you

if i was actually given 3 wishes to use on other people, I wouldn't use them to make someones life miserable. i would use them for the benefit of their life. But at the same time, I don't want to wish something upon someone and then it endup being a total disaster and something they didn't even want. So, I'd start with wish number 1 being for a friend.

1.) Now, you aren't really my friend. Not even close to being my friend at all. You are the complete opposite of what I call friend. You are probably the worst person alive to me, but you also played a big part of my life somehow, unfortunately, so here's to you. My wish is that you can wake up one day and realize all the mistakes you've made. Look at yourself and realize what a horrible person you are and remember all the lives you've partially ruined or attempted to ruin. part of me wishes I could see you again one day and show you who I am now and how I turned out.

2.)  this wish is for my sister Rebecca. I would wish she makes it into the college of her dreams  that is just right for her. She's been working so hard for it and I would I would just love to see her happy and where she wants to be. I love her so much.

3.)  My daddy. I wish that he could figure things out in his complicated life. I want him to be happy and be at a good place in his life for once. Get back on his feet and really start living again like he hasnt been for so many years now.

wheeeeres the chapsticks?

Under the school, I found this weird trap door. Im a crazy person so I went inside all by myself. Thi is what I found. ALL THE MISSING CHAPSTICKS. Ive always wondering where in the world all of the missing chapsticks have went to. Well, I just discovered. The crazy thing is there was pile for each persons chapsticks. I just want to say.. I had no idea that I had really lost that many chapsticks throughout my life.. there was a pile of over 3000 for me. Thankfully, Cody Gray had 5000. :) which made me feel better about myself and the lost chapsticks. so just to clarify for everyone, the missing chapsticks have been found thanks to me. no, the chapstick is not in the kitchen ;) you can all thank me now!!! :) if you ever lose a chapstick, you now know where to look.

2014.

I hate to be the sappy person that talks about how they've had a horrible year and makes everyone just sad and dreading over reading the blog, but I can't exactly get around doing that without being truthful. So, here's the truth. This year was has taught me that there is such a thing as heartbreak. I've always kind of been a nonbeliever in the term "heart broken," but I slowly figured out that it's all a choice. So I chose to let my heart break. Which I'm still not exactly sure how that's possible, but I guess it is. My heart broke this year. It completely shattered into a billion and 7 pieces. That kind of sucked. It still does. Theoretically, once something breaks, the only solution is to fix it or throw it away and get a new one. I can't get a new heart, so the option I have left is to fix it. I'm not exactly sure how to do that, though. Sometimes when something breaks, you don't have to fix it completely, just a little bit could get you by. That's what I'm trying to do with my heart. I don't think I'll ever be able to fix it completely. There's some things you just can't fix. I'm excited for this year to be over, but really, nothing changes when a year starts over. There's just different dates on a calendar and stuff. Things that happened in 2014 won't go away, disappear, or be forgotten in 2015. I'm also kind of scared for next year. Every new year something horrible seems to happen to me and my family. I will be happy and say that it hasn't been all bad. I've grown so much closer to my family this year. We all have grown closer to one another, and though the circumstances aren't great, it's really nice finally having family there for me whenever I need them. I used to feel so alone all the time, but not so much anymore because I know without a doubt that my family is there for me. I've also finally found a great place to stay with great people that really care about me. & not that relationships are the most important thing, and you don't need one to be happy, but there is this boy that somehow never fails to put the biggest smile on my face. He treats me the way I deserve to be treated and makes me so happy. He's amazing in every way and he is a big part of my happiness right now. I am so thankful for him and all the other good things that have happened this year.

snow should def be illegal

Alright, well. 3 words, 3 syllables, 1 feeling. I HATE snow. Simple as that. I absolutely hate it. It can be pretty but in order to be pretty, it has to cause mass destruction first. which I HATE. So, saying this, I would not build something in the snow. Nor have I ever built a snowman. Not because I chose not to, but because I don't know how. I have thought about it before and considered wanting to build a snowman, but again, I do not know how. A few people have wanted to teach me, but it never happens. BUT, last winter I was in Washington and built really cool and really big snow forts on a trampoline and it was probably the coolest thing I had ever made in the snow before. Technically, it wasn't completely in the snow because I was on a trampoline. I still hate snow, but that, I will admit, was pretty cool. Don't regret it one bit. Although, I was extremely cold and got snow all over me. Which I did not like at all.