i feel blessed

Okay so there is this one person that is always there for me. like they are always there when i need to talk and they always listen and usually have just the best thing to say. whether i need to rant about work or school or homework or people at school or buttmunches that make me upset or just my life, they ALWAYS listen and don't tell me im crazy or anything! and when im done ranting they usually just look at me and smirk or dont even look at me but instead they just let me keep talking and then i figure everything out on my own but yet it was all them like they helped me even though they literally didn't say anything at all. it is possible. when they do speak though it's like the angels from heaven above are speaking for them and just tellin me whats up in such a perfect way. i love this person dude they are just so great !!

i got the boy..

Alright so right now I actually do have a song that I LOVE so much! i jsut cant get enough of it and when it comes on i like die because i love it so muuuch... but the title would have a story based on like a guys perspective cuz i'm not that kinda person. the song is called "Girl Crush" by Little Big Town. so i'm gonna write about my next fav that if freak out when i hear which is "I got the Boy" by Jana Kramer :)))

so one day i was walking through town in some other state that i was visiting and i heard a big commotion, so i ran to the scene. It was a bunch of girls fighting over this one boy!! i was liked dude wth !! why are all these girls fighting over one guy ?? if i was them i'd not even bother cuz even if you get him, you're gonna be dealin with the girls that still want him. right?? yeah! so i walk up and im like "ladies, ladies!! calm yourselves! this guy ain't worth it! trust me, if he's got all these girls all up on him and he can't pick one of you, he's no good!! you need a man that can see you for you and know your worth, not have to pick between you and some other girl! it's either you're his only option or you're not even an option cuz you should NOT be a choice !!" and all these girls are like cryin and gettin emotional nd screamin nd clappin like omg you're so inspirational and stuff.. i'm just sittin here like ight ya'll are welcome.. see ya, you know? so they all like wave goodbye to the boy with such beautiful attitude and they all leave to go get starbucks so im just chillin and the guy is standing there like "well thanks you twat." and i'm like "trust me, you're welcome" and he LITERALLY GOES "so do you like ice cream?" and im just like omg you're so smooth. so then we went and got ice cream and that's the story of how i got the boy and all the other little girls went home crying

we're going on a trip

AAAAAADVENTURE TIME! Here's how our trip is going to go, okay? 

We're going on a trip.
In our favorite rocket ship.
*english 3000!*
Climb aboard, get ready to explore.There's sooo much to find!
*english 3000!*
We're going on a mission, start the countdown!!
5
4
3, 2, 1 !!
WE'RE GOING ON A TRIP IN OUR FAVORITE ROCKET SHIP, ZOOMING THROUUUUGH THE SKY,
*english 3000!!*
Climb aboard, get ready to explore.There's sooo much to find!
*english 3000!*
come on, lets go!! We need you !!!
ENGLISH 3000!
YYAAAAYYY !!

by the way, our trip is to the Jamaican islands. We're gonna go to a bunch of them beaches and get taaaan dude . we're gonna see a bunch of them bob marley wanna be's and dance the night away with em. it's def gonna be the ultimate adventure of a lifetime :-)

"when I'm without you, I'm something weak.."

Well not a lot of people actually KNOW me really well.. but I'm sure I can come up with 5.
1.) My Grampa. He has learned so much about me the past year and I have grown so close to him that I think he's one of the people that I'm most comfortable around now. I love him! He's seen the really emotional sides of me and the smart intelligent, responsible side. He has helped me grow the past year and because of that, he could really help me regain myself.
2.) Rebecca Bush. Yeah, she can get really angry with me sometimes and just not understand me AT ALL, but she knows me pretty well most of the time, and she could probably help regain my memory of who I was. She's seen the at home life part of me, and she could actually probs tell me if im a slob or how often i shower and what chores i do (if any).
3.) Jacob. I would pick him because we were in relationship for quite a while and in that relationship we learned a lot about each other. I would trust that he could tell me the kind of person I am when it comes to love and relationships and if I'm a good girlfriend or not haaha, he's a little forgetful sometimes but he still knows some stuff about me and remembers things that I'm sure would be important if I totally needed a reminder of who I am.
4. Miss Hudson. I would choose you because you've seen how I am with my grades and how I feel about perfection. You know my problems and i tell you about a lot of my social life and whatnot when i just need to rant. You would be a great source of information on the kind of PERSON i really am i guess
5. Joy Hattan.. She would be able to tell me about my professional life because i got a job while living under her roof and tell her about it all time. She knows that sometimes i dont empty my garbage can but i always bring the garbage bins up from the street and help out in the kitchen when its messy. she knows that i love to be happy and talk to people or socialize with everyone all the time, that im not big on just sitting at home doing nothing but staring at the ceiling..

so those are my 5 people :) I mainly chose them because these are the people that im truly closest to in my life right now and have been for a while. they all mean the absolute WORLD to me, and I could never ask for better people in my life. I love all of them and without them, I don't know where I'd be today :-)

juniors !! change your mindset !!

Alright, i'mma tell ya'll straight up right now how I see this. If you are crying/whining/angry all the time because you don't have friends, your best friend doesn't like you or won't talk to you & ditches you for other people, your boyfriend or guy you were talking to doesn't wanna be with you anymore, or because you hate everyone, my advice to you is to get over it. NOW. life is SO short nd beautiful dude !! why are you wasting your time dreading over people who aren't dreading over you or aren't taking the time to have you in their life ?? you are worth soo much more than that dude ! like seriously tell yourself right now that these people are temporary, EVERYthing is temporary. literally everything. CHANGE YOUR MINDSET !! you can go on throughout life and high school without these people and you can go through high school without a best friend or everyone liking you. it is NOT your job to be liked by everyone and it is not your job to be perfect all the time! you dont have to be so stressed out all the time just bc that boy doesn't like you anymore or that girl is talking behind your back. stay positive n STAY YOU !! please please please just like read this every time you think life is just over and your stress level is at an all time high bc trust me you are probably stressing over something that isn't worth the stress dude !! keep your head up, focus on your school work and getting good grades because even if it sucks, that's whatchu gotta do and it's what is most important right now. you're getting closer and closer to senior year and that means planning out your future. trust me, you aren't planning out your future based on what your friends are doin and saying to you. it's all about you nd what you want! stay strong and stand up for yourself. don't feel pressured to stay friends with someone that makes you feel worthless just bc you dont wanna lose them or let someone else have them, they do not matter !! you matter and your HAPPINESS matters !! i love you so much dude trust me, we may not talk all the time or hardly ever but i probably love you and think you're great even if i might think you're an annoying sack of potatoes which i don't think any of you now juniors are . :-) have a GREAT junior year !!

I've still got a lot of fight left in me :-)

My lifes theme song would be "Fight Song" by Rachel Platten. Last summer, I was looking for new music to listen to. I got on YouTube and searched songs that I know, and then I would look in suggested music on the side. I found a bunch of new artists to listen to and they had great songs. One of which was Rachel Platten and the first song I found by her was actually "Begin Again" which was featured in PLL a couple months ago and I was like WOAH WHAT? I didn't even know she was that famous!! The next song I found from her that day though was Fight Song and I fell in love. It is the perfect song for my life. Yesterday on my way to work, I HEARD FIGHT SONG ON THE RADIO!! It was so legit!! I couldn't believe it man! I haven't been that excited about a song on the radio since Sam Smith's "Lay me Down" came on!! I jammed SO hard! I was like screaming and totally wanted to cry !! here's the lyrics to show u why :-)

Like a small boat
On the ocean
Sending big waves
Into motion
Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
but I can make an explosion

And all those things I didn't say
Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time

This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I'm alright song
My power's turned on
Starting right now I'll be strong
I'll play my fight song
And I don't really care if nobody else believes
Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me

Losing friends and I'm chasing sleep
Everybody's worried about me
In too deep
Say I'm in too deep
And it's been two years
I miss my home
But there's a fire burning in my bones
And I still believe
Yeah I still believe

And all those things I didn't say
Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time

This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I'm alright song
My power's turned on
Starting right now I'll be strong
I'll play my fight song
And I don't really care if nobody else believes
Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me

A lot of fight left in me

Like a small boat
On the ocean
Sending big waves
Into motion
Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
but I can make an explosion

This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I'm alright song
My power's turned on
Starting right now I'll be strong
I'll play my fight song
And I don't really care if nobody else believes
Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me

Now I've still got a lot of fight left in me

memories don't change

Most Interesting Part of This Class: I really enjoyed reading Beowulf. I had read it before so it was nice to get a refresher of the story and read it again. I liked doing the skits, yaaa..

Least Favorite Part of This Class: midweeks. those are literally the worst thing for me. I think my brain has been able to learn and remember two things from all the midweeks we've done this year. It's awful.

Hardest I Laughed in This Class: I mean, probably when I mispronounced that word when we were reading Macbeth. & i HATE that no one can remember what the word was!!!! But seriously it was hilarious!!! & then another time that I can remember is when Jesse was like dying from choking on his gum but we all thought that he was just droppin a beat!

Favorite Memory from This Class: I think my favorite memory from this class is when I actually finished a book. I was so proud of myself . I felt friggin great! I couldn't finish a book for the life of me this whole year and the day I actually came in and said I finished a book made me so happy.

Best Thing About Hudson as a Teacher: dude you chill, you chill
at times

Thing Hudson Could do to Make This Class Better For Future Classes: honestly, I'd take out midweeks to make it better but we have to learn so idk but honestly i didnt learn anything (not your fault, my brain sucks)

Any Final Comments for Hudson: keep on doin you dude!! its great!!