"I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't."

I'd be a little okay with that. I'd do a few things differently. I think the main thing I would have done would be have the doctors give my mom an MRI/CAT scan on her head. The tumors were growing for 10 some years before they found it. Maybe if they found it a couple years sooner, they could have done more to help her and possibly get rid of it and she'd maybe still be here today. Unless it was just destined for her to leave this world when she did. I don't really know. I'd also prevent a lot of things from happening that have happened to my sisters & I the past few years. A lot of things could have been done differently to keep these bad things from happening. I would call the police on Jeff and get him locked up for all the things he did that were illegal but never caught. If that happened, we wouldn't have gone through so many hardships. Almost everything that's happened was partly his fault. If he wouldn't have been in our lives, I think things would have been a lot better for us. Advice I would have for myself is don't fall in love with that D-Bag from Olympia, just STAY. AWAY. Don't dye your hair black the day before you start 8th grade at a new school. Don't dye it black at all, actually. DO. NOT. GO TO IOWA WITH YOUR DAD FOR A WEEKEND. DON'T DO IT! Your hair will get chopped off to your ears and you'll regret it forever. DON'T GO! Watch Gossip Girl, don't avoid it because the title looks too dramatic. Those are the main things I can think of right now.